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1. Day 17: Trusting My Inner Guidance
Me: How can I fully, or more fully, trust my own guidance, revelation and truth? HS: Dear One, This is the way. Right here. Right now. Notice. Allow. Listen. Trust is built of these things. Blind trust is a baby step, a tiny willingness to move into a situation without knowing the outcome. You are learning to trust with eyes fully open. Not-Knowing is not blind. Not-Knowing is willingness to see beyond what is known and move fully into the Love that you are. This is the Not-Known. You do not yet fathom who and what you are. YOU are...
read more1. Day 16: A Second Helping of Disappointment
This morning I am very aware of the whispering thoughts in my head that are stewing in back-burner disappointment. My friend, my buddy, my partner in all things spiritual wanted to help edit, proof and possibly post my blog. I was so relieved as this type of technical input baffles and bewilders me. In following her own guidance she changed her mind several days later and begged off leaving me startled and unsure of myself. Here is the message from HS: HS: Trust her on her path even as you trust yourself on your own path. There is room...
read more1. Day 15: Creation is a By-product of the Awareness of Love
What DO I really want? I want commitment to matter, to show, to have a purpose. I want it to lead to revelation or greater awareness to Love’s presence and a greater awareness of my own strength, holiness and delight. If I’m honest, I feel commitment will also lead to a created form, a body of work or experience that is useful, precious and lovingly beneficial to all. I need to extend love to not knowing if commitment serves a grander purpose or is going to be truly useful and beneficial: I extend transparency to this thought. HS:...
read more1. Day 14: Disappointment Veils the Truth
I have been waiting for this one. Today I got to experience disappointment. It is real in this moment. I was to have some technical and moral support in this Twelvemonth.me project from a trusted source who, in following her own guidance, lovingly backed out. So now I get to extend love to someone else’s lack of commitment. The irony is rich. Of course there really IS no one else. It is my own fear of keeping a commitment playing out for me. Even though I am dimly aware the disappointment lies within me, it is easier, safer for me to...
read more1. Day 13: Loving Circle of Care
Holy Spirit and I look in the mirror together: HS: Dearest One, I see a woman who has spent her whole life loving and caring for others; dolls, friends, teachers, parents, husband, children, members, clients and now is discovering that one person was left out of that loving circle of care. You, your Self, and I Am. Dearest One, you have done nothing wrong by caring for others or for forgetting your own dear Self. The real Beauty here is that you did hear your Self calling and you answered. This is where the real juice is for this is where...
read more1. Day 12: Sneaky Thoughts Can Block Your Awareness to Love’s Presence
I am feeling less daunted by my commitment to this Twelvemonth practice of extending love to epic fears. I feel supported, guided and curious within myself about where we are going. In the beginning, when the idea was first forming I thought I knew where I would start (money, food, stress etc.) but when fear of commitment was suggested by Holy Spirit I knew this would be a journey for me instead of just by me. Yesterday I heard my commitment calling like a friend who wanted to play rather than a taskmaster who demanded perfection. I...
read more1. Day 11: Be Soft with the Fear
Most days begin with my awareness of the thought “something is not quite perfect” or “I’m tired”. Usually their needs are obvious. This morning, however, I was confronted with unnamed fear and a feeling of lack of safety. Here is what Holy Spirit said: HS: Gently invite your fears to come and tell you what they most need you to know. All this timing is to be as it is. There is no need to force timing when your intention is already set. The intention creates the welcoming safety that will gently draw out your fears and concerns and...
read more1. Day 10: Commitment Speaks for Itself
Last night, I heard (ironically enough while I was cleaning my ear with a Q-tip) this: Let Commitment speak to you. I have quieted myself and relaxed into the place of the spacious Presence that loves me. I breathe and wait. HS: Dearest One, You are ready to hear the heart of commitment. The heart of commitment speaks for itself. I am closeness, stillness, and sureness wrapped into one powerful intention. I am wholly present in witness, breath and unfolding. I hold an every widening space for glory and wonder. Commitment is a joy of...
read more1. Day 8: Willingness, A Force to Be Reckoned With
Here is what I hate about commitment. It feels forced, like the only way it will/can happen is if “I force myself against my will”. I don’t really believe this but there is background noise that seems to believe this in me. Me: What is it that feels like forcing? What am I doing to myself to feel this way? HS: Precious One, good morning my dear child, my own dear One. You still believe there is a FORCE other than you own. You believe there is Me and you. There is only One. Just as within you is every age you have been; the...
read more1. Day 9: Extending Love to My Self
Today I am stuck in the sinking mire of doubt. I feel pulled down by a flattening energy drain. I extend optimism and light to this thought. I am willing to be free from “stuck” because I am willing to extend love in whatever form “stuck” needs until flow is reestablished. This writing and expressing my own holiness is not fearful, it is how many will awaken to their holiness within. The joy and wonder we each feel is multiplied exponentially in all. The Oneness is beginning to make sense. The Force of Willingness is no longer feared. I...
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