8. Day 12: Going With God
I love airports. They are such a picture of an in-between world. All who come are welcome. Thousands of strangers rub shoulders and glances and kindness and annoyance on their way to somewhere else. I love it because when I have finally made it to the airport I know I am on my way. This is not to be confused with having arrived. An interesting distinction. I am, indeed, on my way to feeling less fearful of Not-Knowing but I have not arrived. Right now, as the hours and minutes tick down to our boarding the plane I am experiencing tumultuous feelings and thoughts: gratitude,...
Read More8. Day 11: The Answers Will Find You
Today is my last day in country before embarking on a sabbatical and work trip to England with my husband. This trip came about in the usual way with an idea, an opportunity and a great leap into the infinite Not-Knowing. The trip itself is not so unusual. Traveling overseas gets easier and easier with technology allowing best price and a buffet of choices. What is different, nay, almost unheard of, is that we will be gone for nearly two months. This time will be punctuated with networking and business opportunities but what I am most looking forward to is unplugging from our daily life...
Read More8. Day 10: Begin Practicing Clarity
Yesterday was so full I did not have time to sit quietly with you. What message do you have for me today? Speaking of Not-Knowing………I have questions of creation I want to surrender to All-Love. Can I share my blog further afield? Is it valuable to others? Can I publish in new and bigger ways and still remain in peace and joy? HS: Clarity is not at the expense of peace and joy. One quality of love does not preclude another. You are asking for clarity. Begin practicing clarity. Ask for clarity then follow the guidance or practice given. Not-Knowing and clarity...
Read More8. Day 9: This Energy Of Falseness
It is funny that I am hoping to know Not-Knowing. But maybe something else is happening. There is a merging on the horizon and I am determined to both see wholeness here and experience it within my self. Holy Spirit continues: HS: Not-Knowing is friend and place. Being and doing. Knowing and not-knowing. Not-Knowing acts as an instant meditation, if you allow the release of you fears of Not-Knowing. It is time to understand fear. You still think you are afraid OF something. Fear is but one thing. Refusing to be here in this moment with Me, afraid of specific outcomes is the form this...
Read More8. Day 8: The Knowing Of Creation
I continue to ask Holy Spirit for insight and willingness to be with Not-Knowing without agenda. HS: Relax into Not-Knowing. The knowing of creation will come at exactly the perfect time. In every case there will be, is, and was everything you need at hand. Nothing is left to chance. Not-Knowing is not chance or random or a roll of the dice. Not-Knowing is from which all is chosen, created, extended and delighted in. Fear not this vastness–it is not a place, a moment or a decision–it is the stuff of ALL-IS. The more comfortable you are with Not-Knowing and ALL-IS the more...
Read More8. Day 7: A Deep Clear Inbreath of God
I am trying not to see my earache as a metaphor of my unwillingness not to hear the truth re Not-Knowing, but it is almost impossible not to. What is new for me is to “stay with” my earache in tenderness, welcome and care rather than “What the heck can I do to get rid of this??!!” I will bet that my earache will last as long as it lasts regardless and I have before me the continual choice to delight in this or suffer in this. Honestly (and when I say that I mean it deeply having spent a month co-habitating with honesty without a license) I would really rather...
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