6. Day 9: A Deep Intimacy With Yearnings
I noticed this morning on my daily walk (this result of extending love to the fear of EVERY DAY continues because it has become a part of me) that I was aware of both the ebb and flow of energy and my new friend “There is nothing wrong.”. The significance of this is that I am judging my tiredness less and simply noticing it. It really isn’t ever present but when it is it is kind of loud and insistent. It has gotten less so as I am extending noticing, listening and welcome to this energy (or seeming lack thereof). Today this new thought cheered me: My energy always has...
Read More6. Day 8: Peering At My Thoughts In Wonder
Since I am wanting to feel that peace and energy beyond my veil of tiredness I have been practicing feeling peace in my body, especially as it relates to needing food/rest/water etc. This consists of me listening and being quiet with my body rather than simply ignoring my body and doing whatever I wish. My daughter and I went to lunch the other day and I wanted a hamburger but what I felt into my body for peace (rather than just what I wanted) I felt my desire for a salad trio which is what I ordered. I tried to continue to feel the peace within my body as I was eating but realized...
Read More6. Day 7: How Do I Clarify The Signal?
If I want to go beyond feeling tiredness I must feel something else. What else is there? Peace. I would love to really feel peace within and through my body as well as in my heart. If the body is a communication device as A Course In Miracles says then what is my body communicating? It feels like it is communicating old thoughts: tired, slow, low energy, slow metabolism, sluggishness. Maybe I don’t have any idea what could help me feel the truth of myself as Love in my body; whole, light, energy, harmony, happiness and joy. Holy Spirit, help me with my practice of feeling the...
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Thank you for the ongoing miracle of “THERE IS NOTHING WRONG”. I must have said it a hundred times in the last couple of days. When this beautiful phrase announced itself in my consciousness a few weeks back, we were having a party for our directors in the afternoon at 4pm. We were also in the throws of preparing to drive to LA for business the next morning. I had followed my inner guidance that morning to do nothing for the party until noon, thereby giving myself a blissful and much needed quiet time. Somehow I had sent conflicting emails to everyone because each person...
Read More6. Day 5: This Place Of Pure Energy
I have been buoyed and transported to a new place with the revelation of “THERE IS NOTHING WRONG”. I keep finding juicy quotes that are making me wonder if it is time I took off the knitted scarf of tiredness and create something different. These are just some of the quotes that have me all a flutter: “As we are architects of our reality with the power to rearrange the atoms of matter itself, what problem cannot be solved and what solutions could possibly be beyond our reach?”—-p. XV introduction “For centuries, there have been people who refused to...
Read More6. Day 4: Look Out London, Here She Comes !!!
Our daughter is studying abroad for her fall term and leaves for the UK today. She will be in Bath but will stay in London a few days to acclimatize, then spend some lovely days with good friends in Norfolk and Sheffield (A BIG thank you to Dan and Louise!!). This study abroad has led rather neatly to the obvious next step. I must go to London. Or rather WE must go to London. My tiredness however is no longer my own, it has spilled over into my household and after finding ourselves utterly and completely spent after months and years of non stop living, my husband and I both have decided...
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