Posts made in May 1st, 2014

2. Day 1: Hello Depression

Posted by on May 1, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Depression | 6 comments

2.  Day 1:  Hello Depression

I wondered how it would happen.  At 4:37am I woke up and KNEW my next epic fear.  It is DEPRESSION.  For the first time this pall, this cloud, this vortex of thought and despair did not make my heart go cold and my head go numb.  It had already happened the day before when a dear friend eked out:  “Everything is difficult; I don’t want to do anything; everything seems heavy; I don’t see the point any way; I didn’t want to tell you because I like to share happy things.” I thought to myself later:  OH NO!!!!  Not again!  (several of my nearest and dearest have experienced the spectrum of...

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