Fear of Honesty

7. Day 13: Turning Fear Into Honey Spoons

Posted by on Oct 13, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Honesty | 2 comments

7. Day 13:  Turning Fear Into Honey Spoons

It’s Monday.  Speaking of pain….. why do we think pain in the only way to learn?  Why the phrase “No pain/No gain”?  Why did my grandmother say when brushing my hair and I winced, “You have to suffer to be beautiful!”? It is because we truly believe we must go through pain in order to feel, connect with and experience God.  I do not believe this is something God requires.  God can absolutely turn suffering into revelation and fear into honey spoons but do we really believe God desires us to suffer in order to be free?  I have noticed how deeply rooted this...

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7. Day 12: And On The Seventh Day….

Posted by on Oct 12, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Honesty, Holy Spirit Says | 0 comments

7. Day 12:  And On The Seventh Day….

Sunday has long been considered a day of rest.  In the Bible even God rested on the seventh day of creation.  Why is it so difficult to allow rest?  To feel worthy of complete rest.  Or any rest?  Why, if something is easier than we thought, do we find ways to either make it more difficult or explain away the ease?  Have you noticed how ill at ease we are with, well, ease?  In my month of extending love to fear AS tiredness I really noticed some of the ways I block the awareness of Love’s Presence is to busy/overwhelm/over do myself.  I know I will have to return to Holy Spirit again...

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7. Day 11: Running From Pain?

Posted by on Oct 11, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Honesty, Poetry | 2 comments

7. Day 11:  Running From Pain?

Are you running from pain?  Am I??  I can say that in this moment, right now, I am not running.  Though, to be honest (and since honesty IS what I am practicing this month), running from pain was the most exersize I ever got before I started walking daily.  I used to call it good manners, or staying positive, or feeling overwhelmed but running from is another way of saying denying/ignoring/ trying to change what is in front of me.  Honesty is really shaking me up.  Everything can do with an honesty make-over.  How I eat/drink/ sleep/ speak/ give is under the gentle beam of honesty’s...

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7. Day 10: The Being Well

Posted by on Oct 10, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Honesty, Practices, Qualities of Love | 4 comments

7. Day 10:  The Being Well

My own sense of WELL-BEING comes from drinking deeply and diving into the BEING WELL.  When I am down, tired, fractious or just feeling less-than in any way.  I must go within and extend the love that I am.  I can go to that well of love that I am and drink deeply.  I can breathe deeply and dive in fully.  This is my restoration and reminder.  This is truly who and what I am.  Any kindness I have every offered, any comfort, help or appreciation IS the voice of love speaking from my heart.  I just need to return again and again to my heart, where God-IS-Love resides to realize I am already...

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7. Day 9: Feelworthy

Posted by on Oct 9, 2014 in All-One, Fear of Honesty, Holy Dictionary | 0 comments

7. Day 9:  Feelworthy

In light of some recent intense events I found myself needing a word that I couldn’t find.  A word that could describe what was happening and what I was feeling about what was happening.  The word that arrived fully formed was: FEELWORTHY (adj)–something (an event, person, experience) worthy of all the feelings I am having; having a right to have all the feelings present;  all that I am feeling NOW  ex:  “This departure is feelworthy.” In a matter of days just over a week ago several BIG things happens all close together.  My nephew and his wife had a dear baby girl...

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7. Day 8: Telling The Truth

Posted by on Oct 8, 2014 in All-One, Blogging As My Spiritual Practice, Fear of Honesty | 0 comments

7. Day 8:  Telling The Truth

Soon after asking my self what my blog was really about, I received this beautiful note from a dear friend.  It was so an answer to my heart’s question I have to reprint as written. I recognized the Voice of Love instantly.  (the quote by Neale Donald Walsch was perfect as he is one of the first authors I ever read who shared God’s voice so directly) “Good Morning, Your blog is all about telling the truth and being fearless in the expression of the truth of your being…love. Blessings on your way to being fearless in all that you think, say & do. Much love always,...

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