2. Day 12: The Seat of Suffering
I have noticed that a characteristic of depression, and most suffering actually, is a deep unwillingness. Me: HS, please tell me about this. Why is unwillingness a part of suffering? How can we deal with a powerful deadening sense of unwillingness? HS: Dearest One, Unwillingness is at the seat of suffering. Unwilling to be here now. Unwilling to face this moment. Unwilling to feel pain. Unwilling to open eyes. Unwilling to know Love’s presence. Unwilling to hope. Unwilling to care. Unwilling to experience peace. Unwilling to experience joy. Unwilling to know the truth. Unwilling to...
Read More1. Day 17: Trusting My Inner Guidance
Me: How can I fully, or more fully, trust my own guidance, revelation and truth? HS: Dear One, This is the way. Right here. Right now. Notice. Allow. Listen. Trust is built of these things. Blind trust is a baby step, a tiny willingness to move into a situation without knowing the outcome. You are learning to trust with eyes fully open. Not-Knowing is not blind. Not-Knowing is willingness to see beyond what is known and move fully into the Love that you are. This is the Not-Known. You do not yet fathom who and what you are. YOU are the Not-Knowing. It is your not knowing...
Read More1. Day 8: Willingness, A Force to Be Reckoned With
Here is what I hate about commitment. It feels forced, like the only way it will/can happen is if “I force myself against my will”. I don’t really believe this but there is background noise that seems to believe this in me. Me: What is it that feels like forcing? What am I doing to myself to feel this way? HS: Precious One, good morning my dear child, my own dear One. You still believe there is a FORCE other than you own. You believe there is Me and you. There is only One. Just as within you is every age you have been; the four year old accepting Christ, the nineteen year old...
Read More1. Day 9: Extending Love to My Self
Today I am stuck in the sinking mire of doubt. I feel pulled down by a flattening energy drain. I extend optimism and light to this thought. I am willing to be free from “stuck” because I am willing to extend love in whatever form “stuck” needs until flow is reestablished. This writing and expressing my own holiness is not fearful, it is how many will awaken to their holiness within. The joy and wonder we each feel is multiplied exponentially in all. The Oneness is beginning to make sense. The Force of Willingness is no longer feared. I am light and free in my own body. I nourish myself...
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