10. Day 19: Worry In The Hands Of The Beloved
I placed my worries yesterday squarely in the hands of the Beloved, the Holy Spirit, Divine Order, God (however you say the One who holds all things in The Heart of Love). I continued to receive lovely messages of how to see worry and what to do with it instead. Beginning with this terrific quote from a new book I found in Petaluma last weekend when we returned our friend from Japan to his hotel: “If you care about someone, worry is the worst energy you can send. It directly transmits fear and restriction since we usually visualize all the darkest possible outcomes. So, even if it...
Read More10. Day 18: Yo’ Mama, Time To Extend Love
I woke up to this thought yesterday which I naturally wrote down in my journal. This was in preparation for today when I really needed it: “When you are experiencing fear of any kind the only decision to make is to extend love immediately; to your fear, your self, your circumstances and your feelings. Ask for help in doing this. Ask what quality of love to extend. Ask how to express this. When you are in the awareness of love, ask to be guided, open and aware of Love’s love that is flowing through you. All is well because all is well.” My husband and I had the most...
Read More10. Day 17: Then There Were Three
“The Leaving” Both were on planes flying east gone from our sight yet not from our hearts The leaving left a prick at the back of my throat tears too weary to shed waited for acceptance This is the cruel evidence I manufacture to try to tell myself separation is real Forgetting that we are One in Him that Love is all we are scattered to the four corners SO we will remember that home in the Wholeness of our truth is the only place we want to be The tears come I have remembered I am home here, too Share this:TweetEmailMorePrintShare on...
Read More10. Day 16: Koala Mittens, Air Force One & Carrot Cake
It is always interesting to see how our last full day is spent before the family must separate again. I have (almost) given up trying to orchestrate “the perfect last day” and am learning to really trust whatever shows up. So there I was, sitting pretty in my trust and I get a phone call from Adam. I laughed because Adam and Eva were on the phone (I giggle easily). I commented as such and Adam burst out laughing, which was a good thing for both of us. Adam called to tell me the news about my car. His voice had the same tone of the doctor telling you the test is positive....
Read More10. Day 15: This Wretched Glory
Not fearing fear itself is better said by “allowing fear to be”. And fear is just another form of energy squeezing, shifting and tightening. Like what I am feeling right now. I would not describe this as fear exactly but more of a broiling kettle of near grief. Not end-of-life grief but an ending nevertheless. Our magnificent holiday ended with a sort of mini family gathering vacation at home. My youngest daughter had to return to the US to get a different visa for a longer stay in England and the fiance of my older daughter was able to get duty here for two weeks so joined...
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