12. Day 31: Letter To My (Beloved) Readers

Posted by on Mar 31, 2015 in All-One, Fear of Feeling(s) | 6 comments

12. Day 31:  Letter To My (Beloved) Readers

Dear Ones,

Thank you so much for going on this Twelvemonth journey with me.  It made a difference, a REAL difference to me, to my heart, to my awareness and to my walk with Holy Spirit in this wild and wooly world.  I have honestly loved every post, journal entry and quiet time I have devoted to extending love to my epic fears.  And do you know what?  It wasn’t nearly as fearful as I thought it would be, especially as I had YOU with me.  To know that someone was reading, digesting, being inspired by either my words or even just the many titles as they flew by in your inbox whether you read each post or not was wonderful and I felt your presence.

There were days when I broke out into a cold sweat before clicking “publish” because I couldn’t believe I was going to say this out loud and others would hear and notice.  More importantly I heard, and noticed what my heart was saying.  This is the supreme gift I gave to myself.  I listened.  I heard.  I followed and I trusted what was in my heart.

Many of you have written to say you are sad my blog is finishing but I want you to know it is NOT finishing it will just move into the next focus and will not usually be daily.  I think the “Twelvemonth” format works for me since it allows me plenty of time and space to let a new awareness be practiced and absorbed.  I will continue to post regularly so please look for me in your inboxes.

What would you like to hear about or read about?  What would you like to ask Holy Spirit? What is a fear you have that we didn’t cover?  Now it is your turn. If you could, what would you like to focus your heart and soul on this year? What practice would change you life utterly?   How could you listen to your heart today the hearing of which would change everything else?

I look forward to joining you in this way on my blog regularly as the next Twelvemonth of Self Love unfolds.  What will my focus be now?  Stay tuned to find out.

Thank you again for your love, support, comments and emails.  I am truly, deeply grateful.

Love always (and in ALL ways),



  1. I look forward to these wonderful teachings in a book. I am one of those people that sits down with pen and marker and as I read I right my thoughts in the margin (you ought to see my scriptures) and how the message applies to me, things that I may have never thought of before but should have, and the understanding change can be magnificent. Thank you for all the time, thoughts, sweat and tears that have gone into your inspirational blog.

    • Dearest Vicki, thank you so much for your constant love and support! I will continue t share my journey into publishing because I, too, use and love the written-in-a-book word as a way to ground my quiet time and meditation. You are very welcome for any inspiration I might have brought to your awareness. Much love, E xoxo

  2. I have been delighted and inspired by your blog postings!
    My husband and I have been going through many changes this past year as I have been recovering from cancer treatments and continue to receive some surgical procedures. I have been stretching out of my old self-definitions as a helper/giver. I’ve gotten better at receiving and asking for help. I’ve made improvements in the areas of over-commitment, saying yes too quickly, putting other people’s needs before my own, and resentment/martyrdom.
    As I have also shifted from being an in-debt single parent to being a mature abundant married woman, there are sometimes echoes of old financial concerns that remind me of guilt, shame, and fear. I extend love and compassion to the thoughts and feelings. It seems that trust and surrender are coming into play more and more for me.
    As I open to the next chapter of my life, I want to balance my lessons of the past and open to whatever Spirit has in store for me. It is scary and exciting. It means a lot to me to have connection with others who share my values and consciousness.
    Blessings and Love to you!

    • Dearest Jill, thank you for sharing so deeply about your journey. I agree, trust and surrender are really coming to the fore in all things. Balancing the past AND being open to Spirit is quite a dance. I wholeheartedly chime in in how much it means to me as well, to have connection with a heart like yours who shares the value of love and LOVE in our consciousness journey. Much love and continued gratitude for your precious self. xoxoxoxo

  3. Dearest Eva,
    Thank you for taking us on this journey with you. As I’ve said before, you are very brave not only for the undertaking of opening a new paradigm, but of doing it in a public forum.
    I’ve learned a lot from you and your experience and it made me feel less alone in my experience.
    I find it interesting that we had two different sets of parents, but in a lot of ways wound up at the same intersections.
    I hope we get to see each other soon as I miss your face.


    • Dearest Stacey, Thank you so much for going on this journey with me! I am so glad it made you feel less alone; it is a privilege to share my heart with someone like you. I love that we are at the same intersection, it means we can connect and grow together. I, too, miss you face and look forward to a rockin’ NY visit (or when you are next in CA you MUST visit!). Much love,E xoxo

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