Fear AS Tiredness – A Twelvemonth of Self Love

6. Day 30: Tiredness Is But A Reminder To Go Within

Eva Lisle — Tue, 30 Sep 2014 12:04:11 +0000

In this month I have spent with tiredness (extending love, honesty, understanding, awareness and trust etc) I can honestly say “What was I afraid of again??” I now know, down to my [still occasionally weary] toes that tiredness is but my reminder to pause, breathe and go within. Immediately if not sooner. I can see that tiredness covers a multitude of sins of love’s omission. When I think about...

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6. Day 29: I Am As God Created Me

Eva Lisle — Mon, 29 Sep 2014 12:03:10 +0000

I was looking through an old journal and came across this yummy quote from A Course In Miracles which is a wonderful way to describe seeing myself as I really am, not just as one wearing the tiredness cloak of my creation. “237. Now would I be as God created me. Today I will accept the truth about myself. I will arise in glory, and allow the light in me to shine upon the world throughout the day.

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6. Day 28: Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alone)

Eva Lisle — Sun, 28 Sep 2014 12:16:27 +0000

My list continues to make me aware of my self, and isn’t this the beginning of self love? Indeed, it is the beginning of awareness of love of all kinds. Oh wait. Isn’t all love a form of self love? This is the key to “love thy neighbor as thyself” isn’t it? All loving feeds, awakens, reminds you that you ARE love. That I am love. That we are all love. We just, each with our own reasons...

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6. Day 27: 100 Reasons Why…. (part 2)

Eva Lisle — Sat, 27 Sep 2014 12:15:26 +0000

Yesterday I shared my list of 100 Reasons Why What I Want Can Come To Me Easily, Fast & Harmoniously. A list of 100 anything is impressive. Mainly when we sit down to “make a list” our ego mind starts winding and wants to tell you this is too hard, there doesn’t need to be too many reasons (3 is enough), “STOP NOW! I’m bored”. When you persevere with a list of 100, inevitably Holy Spirit and your...

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6. Day 26: 100 Reasons Why….(part 1)

Eva Lisle — Fri, 26 Sep 2014 12:19:10 +0000

Here are the 1oo Reasons Why What I Want Can Come To Me Easily, Fast & Harmoniously: Jesus loves me I love Jesus I am made of Love Everything is made of Love I want only the best for all God/the Universe/ Truth loves me Loving is all that is happening The blocks to the awareness of Love are dissolving easily & effortlessly all of the time I want to see Love & God in all things Gratitude flows in...

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6. Day 25: Yo’ Mama!

Eva Lisle — Thu, 25 Sep 2014 12:07:27 +0000

I am in a peculiar dither. It is time to really move deeper into a new phase of mothering and I feel like I am moving through a river of molasses carrying an 80 lb pack. This is the slow uncertainty that often precedes the eye-opening transformation already in progress. It doesn’t feel good. I feel blind, deaf, and most certainly dumb. How do I continue being a Mother without being a “MUTHER”.

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6. Day 24: Cascade Of Joy & Gratitude

Eva Lisle — Wed, 24 Sep 2014 12:07:32 +0000

Annoyance is a quality of my tiredness. Or is tiredness a quality of my annoyance? Let’s just say they come together. Recently our older corgi, Matilda had a rash that got infected. Yuck and ugh. The vet gave her a long course of antibiotics and special shampoo. Of course I have to administer both, which is nearly as much fun at root canal work without the benefit of a kind dentist.

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6. Day 23: Under The Influence

Eva Lisle — Tue, 23 Sep 2014 12:04:44 +0000

Thank God I got a good nights sleep last night and a great walk this morning. My much needed meditation and quiet time seems to show up exactly as needed whether in the middle of the night from 3-4am laying in bed or on the porch as the sun comes up. I continue to feel into my body to connect my awareness to the feeling of joy and Holy Spirit. Just my doing this opens my eyes to it is done already.

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6. Day 22: Resistance & A Day At The Beach

Eva Lisle — Mon, 22 Sep 2014 12:22:14 +0000

Recently I woke up on the appointed day of our annual girls beach outing and was………………tired. I know, it is so boring by now you’d think I’d give up on this. These were the tired thoughts: “I don’t want to go”, “I’m too tired”, “The drive is too long” blah, blah and more blah. Thankfully my daily extending love practice showed up just in time before I picked up the phone and whispered “Can we...

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6. Day 21: Coach Notes

Eva Lisle — Sun, 21 Sep 2014 12:02:00 +0000

One of the things I love is working with a coach. The coaches I have worked with have literally changed the course of my life. Maybe it is better to say they have changed my experience of living, which has utterly changed the course of my life. Recently, in keeping with my blogging project and this month’s extending love to tiredness I brought this up in a recent coaching session.

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