willingness – A Twelvemonth of Self Love

12. Day 16: This Glorious Process

Eva Lisle — Mon, 16 Mar 2015 12:18:15 +0000

I am nearing the end of my Twelvemonth. I began posting April 1, 2014; April Fool’s Day just seemed the perfect place to begin. I know I have many projects, writing and otherwise that will come forth in the coming months. I know I will continue posting but as yet do not have an idea of exactly how much or what it will look like. It is like looking at a very soft focus photograph, I can see the...

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12. Day 4: A Sensitive Issue

Eva Lisle — Wed, 04 Mar 2015 13:07:08 +0000

Extending love to feeling and feelings is a departure for me. Sure, I can extend love to thoughts all day long. Even though thoughts in this case are everything I am aware of. See, that’s the thing. I am not really aware of my feelings. I am aware of sadness, happiness, despair and crossness but feeling those things is different. I have trained myself (not very well actually) to ignore my own...

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8. Day 2: The Little House In The Woods

Eva Lisle — Sun, 02 Nov 2014 13:34:47 +0000

Let’s get comfortable for a moment with not-knowing something. Think of something you don’t know (how a TV works or what is that fuzzy bit of lump in the bottom of your handbag or if your work is really satisfying) and just notice how you feel. Do you want to ferret around in your bag and get that thing OUT? Do you want to Google ‘TV’ and see if they can explain how the color dots fly through the...

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5. Day 9: You Are Love-Able EVERY DAY

Eva Lisle — Sat, 09 Aug 2014 12:01:12 +0000

It feels like I have barely had time to look directly at my fear of EVERY DAY. I have been walking every day (to be honest I did miss one day due to traveling but let the joy of letting go allow that to be exactly perfect sans guilt of any kind). I feel something important is creeping into my periphery, I can feel it’s presence but can’t quite see it. Me: What would you like to tell me about EVERY...

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3. Day 17: Ready, Willing & Able

Eva Lisle — Tue, 17 Jun 2014 12:20:02 +0000

What is a practice I can do to let go of my attraction to guilt? How can I express harmlessness to my self? HS: Dearest One, You are doing this right now. Your continued willingness to ask and listen literally is creating pathways of open communication from Divine into current awareness in this visible world you see to be in. You have already begun to notice and be aware of a practice that will...

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2. Day 12: The Seat of Suffering

Eva Lisle — Mon, 12 May 2014 05:00:50 +0000

I have noticed that a characteristic of depression, and most suffering actually, is a deep unwillingness. Me: HS, please tell me about this. Why is unwillingness a part of suffering? How can we deal with a powerful deadening sense of unwillingness? HS: Dearest One, Unwillingness is at the seat of suffering. “UN” cloaks willingness…but not for long. Unwilling to be here now. Unwilling to face this...

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1. Day 17: Trusting My Inner Guidance

Eva Lisle — Thu, 17 Apr 2014 05:00:45 +0000

Me: How can I fully, or more fully, trust my own guidance, revelation and truth? HS: Dear One, This is the way. Right here. Right now. Notice. Allow. Listen. Trust is built of these things. Blind trust is a baby step, a tiny willingness to move into a situation without knowing the outcome. You are learning to trust with eyes fully open. Not-Knowing is not blind. Not-Knowing is willingness to see...

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1. Day 8: Willingness, A Force to Be Reckoned With

Eva Lisle — Fri, 04 Apr 2014 06:08:06 +0000

Here is what I hate about commitment. It feels forced, like the only way it will/can happen is if “I force myself against my will”. I don’t really believe this but there is background noise that seems to believe this in me. Me: What is it that feels like forcing? What am I doing to myself to feel this way? HS: Precious One, good morning my dear child, my own dear One. You still believe there is a...

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1. Day 9: Extending Love to My Self

Eva Lisle — Thu, 03 Apr 2014 17:29:33 +0000

Today I am stuck in the sinking mire of doubt. I feel pulled down by a flattening energy drain. I extend optimism and light to this thought. I am willing to be free from “stuck” because I am willing to extend love in whatever form “stuck” needs until flow is reestablished. This writing and expressing my own holiness is not fearful, it is how many will awaken to their holiness within.

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