8. Day 10: Begin Practicing Clarity
Yesterday was so full I did not have time to sit quietly with you. What message do you have for me today? Speaking of Not-Knowing………I have questions of creation I want to surrender to All-Love. Can I share my blog further afield? Is it valuable to others? Can I publish in new and bigger ways and still remain in peace and joy? HS: Clarity is not at the expense of peace and joy. One quality of love does not preclude another. You are asking for clarity. Begin practicing clarity. Ask for clarity then follow the guidance or practice given. Not-Knowing and clarity...
Read More8. Day 9: This Energy Of Falseness
It is funny that I am hoping to know Not-Knowing. But maybe something else is happening. There is a merging on the horizon and I am determined to both see wholeness here and experience it within my self. Holy Spirit continues: HS: Not-Knowing is friend and place. Being and doing. Knowing and not-knowing. Not-Knowing acts as an instant meditation, if you allow the release of you fears of Not-Knowing. It is time to understand fear. You still think you are afraid OF something. Fear is but one thing. Refusing to be here in this moment with Me, afraid of specific outcomes is the form this...
Read More7. Day 30: Judgment Can Come Too
I had a docent training yesterday that left my head spinning. It went so long I was in traffic I normally miss so got the opportunity to sit quietly with my thoughts on the drive home. My thoughts were like a group of 5th graders after indulging in the Halloween treats offered at the class party; rowdy, tired, hyped up on sugar and had no way to expend the energy. Because I am extending honesty this month I tried extending honesty to the moment. I was tired, bewildered, hungry, confused, yet strangely empowered. None of this made sense. I am an art docent at the Crocker Art Museum and...
Read More7. Day 8: Telling The Truth
Soon after asking my self what my blog was really about, I received this beautiful note from a dear friend. It was so an answer to my heart’s question I have to reprint as written. I recognized the Voice of Love instantly. (the quote by Neale Donald Walsch was perfect as he is one of the first authors I ever read who shared God’s voice so directly) “Good Morning, Your blog is all about telling the truth and being fearless in the expression of the truth of your being…love. Blessings on your way to being fearless in all that you think, say & do. Much love always,...
Read More7. Day 4: What Is My Blog About Anyway?
My daughter asked me recently what my blog was about. I faltered a bit because I thought she was reading it, therefore already knew. There I was caught in the headlights of a moment that called for honesty because I instantly was feeling less-than (no fault of my daughter who really only knows how to be honest). I was a bit annoyed that it wasn’t obvious to her. Because of my commitment to honesty I had to ask myself, firstly, why was I annoyed with her not knowing? Why did it matter to me? Did her not knowing what my blog was about reflect on me in some way? Am I not being clear...
Read More6. Day 30: Tiredness Is But A Reminder To Go Within
In this month I have spent with tiredness (extending love, honesty, understanding, awareness and trust etc) I can honestly say “What was I afraid of again??” I now know, down to my [still occasionally weary] toes that tiredness is but my reminder to pause, breathe and go within. Immediately if not sooner. I can see that tiredness covers a multitude of sins of love’s omission. When I think about, worry about, brag or complain about tiredness, I am missing its precious gift. Only when I stop and really notice, welcome, allow and be with tiredness does it reveal its true...
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